I hope to one day to understand why you are the way you are but unfortunately I don’t think I ever will be able to. I’m not sure why I came back to you after you cheated on me but all ik is I shouldn’t have. 4 years jaidon 4 years you chased after me and you throw it all way? Dear lord make this make sense. Yet I miss you somehow. I’ve tried to fill your void but nothing quite fills it.