A lot has happened, but it looks like you’ve been thriving. I still never knew, or found out, what I wanted after you. I’ve had a hard time living for myself since then, especially since I was always more than ready to throw away everything for you, if you just asked.
I want to find a purpose in my life, that way, should we meet again, I can hold a candle to you, like I used to. (I think I fell off!!!)
You’re doing amazing and that makes me envious of the guy who gets to call you his own now, but, that is entirely inconsequential!! I am bitter boy! UGH!