aryan, im so sorry sorry for all the trouble i caused you. i finally just realized i was never stable enough for a relationship either way, i shouldve never tried to persuade a relationship with you. it wouldve never lasted, i needed to learn to love myself before i could ever love anyone. i want to thank you for everything youve done for me, you helped me so much and im so greatful that i had you in my life. thank you for showing me how it feels to be loved and cared for, thank you so much. i wish i couldve repaid you. in the end i couldnt even tell you what i wanted to say. im so fucking stupid i miss you so much it hurts. i love you so so much please im begging wait for me. im nothing without you i cant do anything on my own i know this sounds selfish and dumb but i really dont want you to move on. i dont know what to do i really dont want you to leave me. i know im sounding desperate. im sure youll find someone better and more stable, you deserve the best. idk why i cant stop crying i know this is so fricking corny but idk im crying so much right now i miss you i want to be yours forever please dont leave me. i will never forget what we had and all the memories we shared together. i wont ever change my wallpaper ever again i wont talk to another guy ever again i wont do anything. i just want 6 years to be over already i cant fucking do this. im sorry. ive never wanted to die so bad before, i just want to disappear right now. i dont know why im like this i hate myself so much. i wanted to beg you to stay but i just let you go so fucking easily. im so fucking stupid i wanted to say something so bad i wanted to tell you so much. ive never cried this much over i guy i dont think ill ever be able to get over you. i never want to find someone else i want it to be you and only you. you have such a special place in my heart and i know how easily replaceable i am. please dont find another girl i want to be yours forever baby forever please. i know this is inappropriateand i shouldnt be saying any of this. but i dont know what to fucking do. please tell me that youll wait and that youll stay with me forever. i cant stand the thought of loosing you. i dont care if i loose anyone else but i cant loose you. i wish you nothing but happiness i want you to be happy even if it isnt with me. this is so corny im sorry. i love you forever aryan.