i don’t know what’s going on or why you’re being so harsh but if it’s you i’m just happy to hear your truth and i’m sorry to have bothered you so much, i’m sorry i made you feel i have no self control, i’m sorry i let myself lose it. but i hope you know it was with you in mind and you always are. i’m just hurt. sending love, please let me know if you’re truly who’s on the other end. i don’t feel confident in my gut feelings anymore but i want to feel better, and do better. i’m not doing so great right now. i think i told you that if it’s you, didn’t want to get into it then tho ofc