i’m fucking drunk right now god i fucking can’t do this i wanna end my life so bad im so hurt i shouldn’t have to go through this i have a stupid fucking disorder i hate myself i wish i didn’t have this it isn’t fair i all i wanted was you i want this to work out so badly i have nobody nobody to talk to or run to im so fucking sad and hurt so pathetic i want someone to love me i had you and you gave up on me what do i do anymore i just wanna die i fucking love you with everything i have i would literally do anything to save this relationship im so stupid flor hurting so bad so bad fuck i wish it wasn’t like this i pray every single day for something for a second chance i want this to work i want someone to love me forever and be ok i hate myself forever for having a disorder and being so bad i really hate myself fucking no matter what i say i can’t fix this relationship i fucking miss you bro i miss what we had it was so good the best thing to ever happen to m this is so heartbreaking i wouldn’t wish this on anybody nobody should have to go through this i pray so hard i could just get a clip emptied on me i sound so fucking dumb i don’t care i want this bro fuck i wanna disappear forever and never have to be left with these thoughts and feelings i just wanted this to work out