Hey Milo, You’ll probably see this since we still follow each other on TKTK, and I’m guessing you’ll come across my repost. I’ve gone back and forth on whether or not to say this, but I need to let it out one last time. I still love you. Like really love you. You were the first girl I ever truly loved—not some high school crush, not just a phase you were it. I had girlfriends before you, yeah, but none of them ever touched my heart the way you did. You were different. I loved everything about you not just the big moments, but the small things you did without even realizing it. The way you used to say certain words, the way you cared, even the way you’d randomly message me something sweet… those little things meant everything to me. And maybe that’s what hurt the most. When those little things started fading when you started getting distant. Deep down, I think I knew things were changing, but I kept holding on. I kept trying. We both did. We broke up, we tried again, we tried to fix it—but we just couldn’t get it right. The distance didn’t help either. Long-distance love is already hard. But loving you from far away? That was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. And when things finally ended, I cried more than I ever thought I could over someone. I’ll always care about you. No matter where life takes us or who we end up with, a part of me will always have love for you. You were my first real love, and nothing will ever change that. I hope you’re happy. That’s all I ever wanted for you, even if it wasn’t with me.
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