I don’t hate you and I don’t know if i ever can because after all you were there for me through the months i was hurting over him, but I just wanna know why u did it what was going through your head when you did it with him? were u thinking of me at all ? did u know how hurt i would feel when i found out? did u not think i would find out? i just don’t get why u did it and why you lied to me about it over and over. you said so many bad things about him and saw how much he put me through and then you went and fucked him. I think i’m still in shock and still am hurting so much. I would’ve NEVER done that to you. why did u have to do that to me I trusted you with my whole life then u turned around and made me not trust anyone in my life anymore not even my own sister.