I want to be happy. I want to belong, unfathomably so. Wherever that is, I don’t know of the right place. Is this okay? Can I touch you again soon? Or will I scare you? Is this the way you want it to go? Is this going to be okay? Why didn’t you talk to me? Why did you have her do it? It doesn’t matter….please, don’t hate me. I am trying to understand, but this isn’t understandable. Just talk to me. I’ll be better. I won’t hurt you again. I want to know what this all is about, but I’ll go with it if you both desire this final act.