i miss you and your mom and dad and your brother, i know i never seemed too close to him cause he was awkward but i’ve always thought of him as a brother too. i hope your cats are doing well, i miss nebby and gamora and rory and bush and t’challa and squash and gourd as much as I miss you. i hope you and your boyfriend are doing well, im happy if your happy. i met a girl, i would love to tell you all about her one day, i hope you come back soon, you leaving hurt me really bad. come home please bro even my mom misses you, she keeps asking about you and i keep telling her that your just busy. im sorry for being all weird before you left, i had a dream last night that you and me were at your house at the one park in the trailer park and everything was normal. waking up hurt more then when you stopped answering. i feel like your gonna come back one day, but i cant think of how. i cant wait to tell you all about her, i cant wait to hear about your boyfriend. everytime you leave me on open it hurts more and more knowing your getting more distant from me, if you dont come back and you dont talk to me just know im always thinking of you and i’m always gonna be so so proud of you, your so talented and amazing and smart. are we still gonna move to italy when we graduate? are we still gonna live in the tiny apartment we found? are you still getting two cats and ones named mac and the other ones cheese? love ya pretty girl.🩷