I hope one day I won’t be in your way so I don’t annoy you, but at the same time I wish you stay forever, I don’t want you to leave my life and it’s so stupid honestly. I hate having to be obsessed with you, I’m not mad with you, I’m just mad at myself for allowing me to think about you everyday, i do wish we can be together one day but I don’t want to ruin our friendship, plus my family and friends are against it since they see me as a girl and you are as well unless it changes eventually, I’ll accept you either way though. I’m sorry. I don’t want you to be mad at me or scared thinking I’m a stalker. Please don’t be mad at me ever. I don’t know how I’ll manage to think about you while your mad, anyways today’s your birthday and I just hope you have a good day which is why I’ll never text you this, even though it’s simple I just don’t want to worry you. Forgive me Kya for thinking about you like this, but it’s because I care for you, I kinda wish I didn’t so I wouldn’t be here.