I am so sorry for taking so long to realize that I want you. I genuinely don’t think that I can live my life without you and I regret it every single day that I didn’t give you those feelings in return to begin with. I was and still am scared of us drifting apart and I feel like ever since I admitted to you, that it’s been different. At the same time I hope you don’t and do see this. You’re my best friend and I look forward to talking to you everyday in a way that I haven’t with other people. I am never ashamed to be myself when I talk to you. I hope someday we finally will feel the same way towards each other again. Even if that doesn’t happen, thank you for absolutely everything.