kitty, I don’t believe that you will change at all. I want you to be the kitty for me but I can only hope that you internalize what I’ve been asking of you our entire relationship. I don’t think you will do it. I don’t believe you will understand the pain you have caused me and the amount of effort from you that this needs to work. I don’t believe it at all, but now you tell me that you can. I don’t think our time apart will mean anything if you don’t understand this. I will not get into the same relationship again, it really made me feel like I wasn’t worth anything. I did appreciate your sweetness to me at times, but it was tainted with disappointment and mistrust.