Ik all I had to do was change and just make better choices all around you gave me so many chances and everytime I messed it up to the point where you had no trust in me anymore and you finally left and nothing has been the same since I miss you more than anything and there’s nothing I regret more than messing up the bond we had you are a amazing and hardworking person who’s going to have a great life and it hurts knowing that I’ll have no part in it but that’s my fault and I have to learn to become okay with that it just hurts so much especially with you being with him but if he makes you happy that’s what matters even if I’m not the one making you happy and no matter how much I miss you and wanna talk to you I won’t reach out because Ik that I really messed up my chance with you I miss you and your family a lot you all accepted me and welcomed me into your family like no one ever has and I’ll forever be grateful for that

I love you Bowie and I always will you’ll always have a special place in my heart

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