I don’t know why I can’t let you go? You made me feel terrible, made me feel awful about myself but I cant help but miss you every single day. I will never forget you, I will never stop missing you despite what you’ve done to me. You made me feel loved, you made me feel something I never felt before. But in the end, you just made me terrible and I was so naive to notice it and for the longest time I thought I was the person who was wrong. After we broke up, you became different, you were even rude to my closest friends, and I hated that. I hated you for that. But, in reality, I don’t think I EVER hated you. I don’t think I can ever hate you and it pisses me off. I can’t ever stop thinking of you, I can’t get you out of my mind no matter what. I will always talk about you whenever I get the chance, but it’s nothing good, it’s just me talking about the horrible things you’ve made me do, and have done to me. The things you’ve done to me should make me not like you at all. But I seriously cannot help myself to hate you. I really hope we connect again, I just wanna start over :/