I really wish we could’ve worked out. I hate the feeling that I might’ve made you so uncomfortable that for half of our relationship you didn’t feel anything for me. Every day I felt more and more proud of myself because I wasn’t so dependent on you like you hated. I tried harder with everything and I became really comfortable and confident in who I am but you didn’t want that. It’s hard not to think about you sometimes. I understand our relationship wasn’t perfect but I was hoping you could have some more faith in it so it could be. I still care about you a lot and you’ll forever be so special to me.