I know I hurt you my love & though it wasn’t intentionally I know it doesn’t change the pain and I’m deeply and sincerely sorry for all the pain . I take accountability for what I did back then. I know that what happened didn’t just dissappear, it haunts me so I’m sure it does you & I wonder if seeing me again brought it all back. When I said I wanted to talk about everything, you left a message saying you didn’t want to talk you wanted a partner. But that’s exactly why we needed to talk about everything so we could move forward. I needed to apologize in person. I needed to tell you how I felt in person. I’m not oblivious to what I’ve done wrong, I’m not denying it or trying to pretend it didn’t happen. I fucked up, I admit it. But what I don’t understand is why now, you’re accusing me of things I haven’t done? Why constant messages saying I love someone else, want someone else, where does that come from?