Yk I still think about all our memories together. It’s been a year and I have started to move on. It still hurts I feel how u felt I think u want to love again but the love is gone and when u start to date some one u love the idea of them not them. I hope u find love again and who ever she is treats u right. I hope u find life out and i will always love u no matter what but im done following everything being desperate and waiting u back bc if it ended was it ever really love? I need to realize that i had a life before i will have a life after, i mean im still alive right? I want u to know im doing better but why did u ghost me why wont u talk to me abt how u felt why didn’t u listen to me. Was it pai the one u wanted? Was I really just another girl? I hope our relationship had meaning and dept to u and i will always care. Yk if u call me I’ll always answer I’ll always text back. I’ll always be here for u but don’t mistake that for me still being desperate. Bc I am doing better and I don’t talk about ur name everyday anymore. I don’t cry over over u anymore. I can finally live without everything being consumed by u. I even bought toothless a friend with a Batman onesie. I even got my grades up for u so u would be proud, u changed me for the better thank u for this chapter in my life I’ll always cherish it. I want the best for u. I pray on my knees till there bloody that the meeting a person twice theory is real.
Bye Nolan