I lied. I’m not going to fill the void of you with a boy instead I’m going to fill the void of you with Jesus. I haven’t been looking at this website because I’ve been reading my Bible and I’m definitely not supposed to be writing this. But Gods got me through a lot worse than a silly little heartbreak and God will always put me first. I love Jesus so much I hope I can spread the word of God to as many people as I can I can’t wait to grow up and meet God myself. Judgement day sounds scary but I know I will be with my lord and savior for he is always with me. Your gone for a reason a lesson. A lesson I really don’t want to learn (hence why I’m back on this website. Lord forgive me.) I know I will learn a lot from this heartbreak I already have I’ve learned patience, when to speak up and when not to speak up, I’ve learned what I don’t want to bring into a relationship and not just on your end but on my end. I’m learning how to love like Jesus and one day Jesus will send me my husband who will also love me like Jesus. We may not be saints but we will be Man and women of God and raise our kids up in church and raise them in a Goldy way. For nobody is perfect but Jesus is. What better way to live your life than Having Jesus as the center of it all?! that’s peace. That’s friendship. That’s love. That’s family. That’s sacrifice. Lord I pray for anyone who took the time to read this and I pray you lift them up and rid of there worries for I would rather you heal them before me. God you are so good and anyone who calls on your name will be happy. in Jesus name amen.