I miss you so much, but I missed you before we broke up. I love you, even still over a month after the breakup. I feel like things just fell apart so quickly, and I know I had a lot to do with that. I felt like I was convincing myself that I was feeling betrayed, and I was scared of losing you. I couldn’t trust myself or my thoughts. I overthought everything you said, and what you didn’t say. It was unhealthy, and I wish I could have been different. Just the thought of being with you still gives me butterflies, maybe once I fix my brain the Universe will have us meet again. I can only hope.
Nothing but happiness <3
-M