i miss you so much. my life has turned upside down and it feels so unbearable without you in it. i think about you all the time and i wonder if you think about me at the same time. i do not know what to do now that we are not together, but i do wish you the very best. the very best that just wasn’t me, but i know that you absolutely deserve nothing short of perfect. i love you so so so much, and i am sorry for giving up on us. you deserve to be happy! and now you get it be… i am sorry babuh.