hi carter i miss you . maybe its for the better that you broke up with me, i didnt like the way you talked about people. how you would say “somebody needs deodorant” “somebody needs a wallflower” how you called people “bots” how you judged people based off looks, how you made fun of people “i dont get why he keeps doing this doesnt he get we’re laughing at him not with him?” ihope you noticed how quiet i got when you said anything like that . i dont know i thought i could change you i thought maybe he doesnt realize hes being rude, but you did and js didnt care and i see that now . i especially hated that one video of yours, “when i hate my girlfriend so anything she does genuinely pisses me off” i get it was a joke and it was way before we met but the way a guy commented “why dont you just leave her instead of hurting her” and you responded “does this hurt your female genitalia” i think i shouldve left when i saw that . but i was stupid and inlove. i still am just now i see your flaws . i miss you so much but i dont know if i would get back with you (im lying i love you please come back baby) . -luuuuuuuuu