i lashed out in anger and texted your mom, im sorry for that. it felt weird seeing you, so much relief, but also at the end of the 2nd hangout i knew what you meant when you said you lost feelings for me. i realized alot of what ive been feeling these last few years without you is limerance. none the less im still dull and depressed with out you. I know the second we start hanging out again and you drop that douche act you were doing that id fall madly in love with you all over again. we just really understood eachother, even when we fought we always made up, or it made us stronger. im so sorry for all the time ive hurt you, all the times i screwed up. i dont know why i love you so much, and i dont know why it physically hurts to miss you, but it does. i know if we really wanted to we could work past the disaprovale of our families because i would do anything if it meant waking up next to my sweet man every morning;(… i lash out and say things ill never mean and i cant ever take it back, but i wish u knew how much i loved you, how much i always will love you. you know my phone number, text me when you “miss the attention” nolly polly