You have ruined me as a person. You have destroyed my perception of both love and trust. I will never be the same after our relationship. I know I did some horrible things as well, but I never deserved to to through anything you put me through. I wish I was the person I was before you. I genuinely, from the bottom of my heart, wish I had NEVER gone to that bonfire to meet you. I wish I could warn my past self and tell her that that night would get the night her whole life goes to shit. I wish I could love properly, but I can’t, and now my boyfriend has to deal with the lasting problems that you caused. And yet, somehow through all of that, I’ve still managed to stay more mature about everything after our breakup. I will never, EVER forgive you for what you’ve done to me and my mentality. I am so glad I’m being loved properly now.