but my sweet turkey baby, i don’t think i could ever imagine a life without you. My sweet boy i don’t think i could live without you. I need you like the air i breathe but you don’t. You can last without me. I can’t. I tried to change for you. I did. I was muslim now i’m catholic, but i’m still not enough. My sweet boy what else? You’re losing feeling and i’m over here crying my eyes out to the Lord. But my sweet prince i could never hate you. No matter how much you hurt me i couldn’t. My heart holds too much love for you for me to even think about hating you.

I love you my sweet baby boy Erick.