You all left without hearing my side of the story but you chose to trust someone who’m you known for less than a year I understand that people could change over that time but it hurt when you left we’ve known each other since 2nd grade and 7th grade you left like nothing it’s been 2-3 years now and I still miss seeing you guys at school I was always there for you guys but you were never there for me you could’ve at least given me a goodbye and an explanation why you wanted to become estranged but no I just got ignored I became depressed I didn’t go school I stayed home slept all day I didn’t take care of my hygiene for months I would always say things that no one should be saying at such a young age and I would also blame myself for everything but now I’m doing better and I don’t blame myself anymore I never talked shit behind your guys back I was always there for you guys but I was mistreated and ignored I wish I could’ve gone back in time to 2nd grade and tell myself to get out of these friendships or pursue this friendship a different way or atleast be able to warn myself, I’m still working on myself I’m trying to learn how to forgive myself for mistreating myself while I was depressed and I’m also working on not blaming myself for everything. – R