i stopped advertising.
i deleted every man off of my facebook, I unadded men off of my snapchat, I stopped wearing makeup because I know how men act when I do.
I stopped drinking because it made me easy. I just recently manned up because I healed the part of me that was afraid of being like my father. I walk 5 sometimes 8 miles a day because I just need a split second glimpse of your eyes staring forward. Every car I see, I pray and hope that you are in, maybe even looking back at me too. I want to make it clear that I will be utterly loyal, without exception. I am going to prove to you that I am serious about this. I will go to any length to prove and uphold my commitment to you. You and I deserve to love, and be loved in return. I have reflected a lot. Like, a lot (bffr like for days) and I would like to make it my life mission to ensure your safety, protection, personal space; happiness. At any cost. john-mark, I have never put myself out here like this for anyone else. you own my heart, and you always have. i just needed to learn how to heal