I’m so sorry for how I acted almost two years ago. Obviously I can’t reach out so that why you’re seeing this now. Anyways I am diagnosed with type 1 bipolar. Basically during episodes I have no self control or even care to. I felt invincible and though I was someone I am not..There’s no clear way to explain it but obviously I had a crush on you. Which was extremely embarrassing and I’m sure traumatizing to you. During the episode I has going through psychosis and mania which increases every emotion about anyone or anything x10. I was having hallucinations and voices telling me that we weren’t mean to rule lol. Yeah really dumb. Even the times I texted or made memes it was during a full blown manic episode or an acute one which hypomanic. I wasn’t in my right mind. It was like someone took over. I never wanted to treat you bad or act weird when I am not a psychopath. I understand that’s not an excuse but I am truly sorry you were involved with any of that. You weren’t the only person I acted differently towards during the episode either. It was an issue with everyone. Ik you don’t care but it’s better than nothing. You’ll more than likely never see this but I did fall for the person I felt like only I knew..The person you hide from everyone. I was scared.