Not even just him I fall in love so easily and quick with people that don’t even love me back. Who leave me on read or worse on delivered. Sending me mixed signals. I love him but I need to face reality he would never love me back. He is broken maybe more broken than I. But I can’t stop. I’m continually thinking about the day and night. When I lit up and was so happy you responded. Now I always check if you see me. But you never do. One day you hold the door for me and give me compliments and the next you act like I’m invisible. I ask of you just choose one. If you don’t want me to text you just say that. But just leaving me on read is hurting me. I tell all by friends your acting like a butt. Maybe you are. But you don’t deserve to be an opposition. I think I don’t think, I know that you hurt me but you don’t deserve for me to treat you that way. I just wanna talk to you. I feel like your the only one that understands me that knows heart break. I keep defending you even though I know that you make your own decisions. My friends keep saying that your not going to respond. Deep down I know that. But I keep trying. But not like in a spamming way. I just want to know if you r ok. You keep distancing yourself not just from me but from Nora and others. I don’t know what’s going on with me. But secretly deep down I love you. Fine be like that don’t respond. I give up I’m not going to text you again. I have tried to ask if your ok but clearly ur not. I have supportive friends but clearly you are not one of them. Ethan ❤️