Hey there Zayden. I’m not sure if you go to this website and look at the unsent projects but I just wanted to say, I still do love you. Now I get you don’t love me back because you can’t date especially around this time and you want to focus more on school, but I really want you to know losing feelings for you isn’t easy to do. Especially to someone you love deeply, and I’m sorry you hate my friends but if I’m gonna also be honest I also hate your friends. Because one of your friend is my friends ex and all of your friends just piss me off. But back to the feelings I’m not saying that we should date or we should try again but I just wanted to say I still really love you. You told me to lose feelings for you and I said I did, but I lied. I didn’t. I still very much love you deeply, even though you don’t love me back. And I’m sorry for the hurtful stuff and things I’ve ever done too you, i didn’t do it on purpose. I just didn’t know what to say and do. And I’m sorry for that. But you’ve also said some hurtful to me and behind my back. And that’s okay, I forgive you for all the hurtful things you’ve said to me. But I may have forgave you but I will never forget them. And people are saying you already like someone else even though you said your done talking to girls and your done with dating but you denied liking someone else. I don’t know who to believe anymore. And I always had questions about your love for me but I never asked them, I kept quiet because i was afraid the questions would break us apart. But it wasn’t the questions that broke us apart, it was your mom and your thoughts. And you broke my other relationship apart too. You waited for me for two years and when we got together you threw it all away. Why? If you knew you couldn’t date why date? If you loved me that much you wouldn’t have dated me so I wouldn’t be heart broken. But you probably didn’t think that, right? You probably loved me that much your forgot your moms rules and dated me, right? But I also respect how you listen to your moms rules. That’s a gentleman. I know you wouldn’t and won’t go back to me but if you ever did just know I would go back with you, but that depends. But I actually wouldn’t go back with you. Because I’m scared of going through the same thing again and again and again. I may seem like a bop and a bitch but all I want was true love. All I wanted to experience was true love for once so I would be happy again, well you made me experience happiness and true love but broke up with me two days later. You sent a video to me where it said “I found the best gf in the worst generation no way I’m letting you go” but broke up with me two days later. I get it’s because of your mom but if you couldn’t date that much why date. You gained my trust and love just for you to waste and throw it away like a piece of garbage. I really loved you. But you loved me more waited for me for two years and I loved you back too late. I feel like this was me and yours fault together. And I’m sorry for what I’ve done. I did love you though. But now it’s all gone. Wonder why though. It’s time for me to wake up now though. Because I know your not coming back. And I’m losing feelings for you while I was typing this but I don’t want you to come back now. I don’t want you back anymore, not anymore I’m done with you. And I wish this whole entire thing was a dream so it wouldn’t actually be real and I wouldn’t have to be heartbroken painfully for my life. I need to let go now, goodbye.
-Hau.