you dont even know how much i miss you my sweet boy. i miss everything about your. I miss your sultry smile and your beautiful teeth. You made everything worth it. I love you so much my darling. I’m sorry that we have to be in this situation. I know how much you love me. I know you know how much I love you too. I’m sorry baby boy. in another universe we’re together, swinging on our porch cigarettes in hand, your favorite brand of course, and of course i lit yours before mine. Man oh man. I miss you bub. I miss having someome to talk to. Someone I could worship on my knees. I understand what sets me apart from the rest baby boy, its my willingness to beg. My willingness to work and worship the ground you walk on. My unashamedness