idgaf, i know he has hoes and whatever and he fucks bitches. i got that. but i loved him. infact im crying right now, because i know i’ll never love anybody how i loved him. he was truly the kindest person ive ever met. the one who made my days worth it. he made me feel like i myself was worth something and thats not even much nowadays. I lost my magic. but something about how he smiled at me, something about how he made sure i was taken care of was very cathartic for me. I’ll always love him. Hell, i’d even make dinner for his escapades. I don’t give a fuck anymore. I’ll puke it up till he loves me again i suppose. Everybody knows more about me than i do. But he knew everything