idk when i’ll be able to let u go. i tell myself that i have. i remind myself of all the terrible things u’ve done and said to make myself hate u more. but since u said namaste i’ve never stopped. somedays i wonder if u’ve ever liked me back. i wonder if we’re ever soulmates. this is silly but i wonder if i’ll ever end up with you someday. and if we’re meant for each other. then i remember that our year is prob nothing compared to your new life and friends. somedays random memories pop up. u know my deepest secrets. you’ve seen my weird side. and my awkward phase. which is rly embarrassing. i swore to never go back. i hate you at the same time. i hate the way you make me feel embarrassed about myself. and i always mess up whenever i talk to you. i’m awkward as hell. u prob laugh at me behind the screen. ur just so..boy. i don’t match you.