hey love, this is the third time I’ve left a note for you here. I doubt you’ll ever see them but it brings me peace to talk to you outside of small talk, even in my own head. I miss you everyday. Two years is not enough time. I often wonder if I’m being selfish, holding onto you to maybe get a second chance at redemption. They often say if you love someone let them go but I just can’t seem to do that with you. I think about your laugh, your gorgeous smile(even if you’re still self conscious about your teeth), the way you gave your all to everything and everyone. I used and abused the privilege of having your love and I hope you know I regret it everyday. I keep checking your page to see if you’ve moved on, my heart and stomach dropping each time. You deserve happiness and love, not a passionate love like we had which was turbulent and hurtful. But a peaceful steady kind of love I wasn’t ready for. God i miss you. I wonder how many times i can say that lmao. Anyways 💛i love you and i miss u mostest and i’m in love with u mostest and i love you forever and ever to the moon and back 3000 to infinity and beyond unconditionally and forever i said it and i meant it first.