I’m really trying my best to be positive about everything but i keep collapsing when im alone. I find myself staring outside wishing someday soon i will find something that will give me a spark.

The unbearable burden of loneliness is hurting me once more and i can’t do anything about it.

Is this the price i’m paying for my sins? Or is it my punishment for being odd?

I hope bright days are ahead. 🙁