I was going to wait a year till I would date again because I promised you that Iune 9 will be a year. I’m talking to someone new and idk if I even like him but if u could fake it till u make it I’ll give it a try I’m sure being loved by a women is great she’ll never be me and she’ll never give u the love that I have u instead she’ll give u her own kind of love which u have probably already grown to love about her. I’ll be the one to keep the promise you could never keep not because I owe it to you but because I owe it to me. When June 9 hits I promise you I’ll already have a guy lined up. I may never be in love with anyone else the way I was with u but that’s okay i don’t need to be crazy In love with anyone I just need to be inlove with myself and I just need someone to love, because I am full of so much love and I cannot keep this to myself how selfish would I be if I kept all the life God gave me to myself. I wasn’t born for that I was born to be a great wife and wonderful mother.