In another world you would’ve always been mine, but this isnt that world, and you aren’t my Toma, my Toma is from 2 years ago. It’s conflicting how to feel, you bring me such nostalgia, such happiness from long ago, a feeling of a person I always wanted to hold and never let go. But having these thoughts are unrealistic, you aren’t mine, and your different yet the same, I haven’t been able to figure out if it’s good or bad. I know you’re still the sweet boy as before, but it’s been so long, I feel like I’m missing fragments of you, pieces I’ve lost or I never even knew existed, and I want to fill in the puzzle, fill to see the picture, to fully see you. It’s so strange, I used to know you so well, I saw your full picture, to be unable to see it now, idk, it’s sad for me, but not really sad, it just feels unnatural, not right. I don’t know how to feel. This hurts, but I’m also happy you’re back in some way. It’s bittersweet.