i love you but honestly things are kinda going left and i feel it, and i dont want us to waste eachothers time no matter how much i dont wanna be without you but i cant figure out what you feel for me and its driving me insane sometimes i feel like we should have went out own separate ways because it doesnt feel like were compatible anymore. maybe we never were, or maybe right person wrong time? maybe its because i doubt myself and my ability to be loved, maybe im over analyzing things but also am i? the late text, the way the conversation only sparks at night, the affection lost. and i wonder if you feel it too. i wonder how long im gonna be stuck, i wonder how long ill die inside pretending, yearning, craving.