Girl, you’re going to find love somewhere. Don’t let it get to you. Idk where you live but in my country you go to high school at the age of 15 and before that you go to primary school. In primary school, I had no friends in class either, the boys openly mocked me, even in front of my teachers but I didn’t mind them and I just waited to go to high school and thought it’s going to be better. I used to be a topper so they didn’t really bother me, but now i’m in high school, I’m not a topper anymore even tho I try, I really do, I keep letting myself and everyone else down and the new people in my class are mocking me again. Idk why but everyone keeps thinking that I’m seriously stupid ig because of my sense of humour, everyone is mocking me for it. I just understand millennial jokes as well so they think I laugh at everything, like I find everything funny. And just like you, whatever I say to make a joke is “not funny” to them. I just vented without you asking 😬 ANYWAY I just want to say, hard times will pass, THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU. I care. Your parents (if you have them) care. And you should love yourself and take care of yourself. And most importantly, never EVER let people around you define you. Don’t change because of them. (I mean your style, clothing, sense of humour…) I’m not in a position to give advice but find some interest you’re good at and try your best to get even better, no one has to know else than you. You are worth living. I wish you luck. 🫶