Hanging out with ur friends has made me realize a lot. They told me eveything you told them. They showed me ur Snapchat when we first broke up. Everyone I was scared about was on there. Should’ve known. I know you trying to prove a point by being with her but it actually just makes u an asshole. Your friends are whores idk why I expected anything less from you. I geuss a part of me just hoped you were different. I’ve been talking to your friends because it helps me heal from you. The more I learn about you the more I realize our love was one sided. You talked to your friends about our sex life but then told me you don’t even dare to mention that stuff, well apparently that’s all you talked abt. They did say u never said anything bad abt me which is crazy bc I would’ve had so many bad things to say abt me. I wish u would shove ur fucking pride away and just come back to me. I don’t even do second chances but why do I want one so bad with you? It would look horrible on our image. I just miss being apart of your family. But now your joining someone else’s family. I bet there nice people but I will forever hate her she took the love of my life and u just handed her your hands with open arms, o m gosh I also found out abt how u and Kennedy almsot started dating. That was no shocker to me. Gosh u just love fucking things up. I get it mee too I destroyed our relationship by breaking up with a million times. I just wish u didn’t waste my time if you weren’t going to stay in the long run I wish u just let me break up with you the first time I tried. It wouldn’t hurt this much if that happened u and Cody would have ur own memories in highschool instead of memories with me why bro why