i will always regret not communicating to you, pretending to not be weak, getting mad at you for things you count control, not putting in as much effort as i should’ve for you. i didn’t reciprocate with you and that’s my biggest regret. you were and always will be the most loving person i met in my life, losing you will be the biggest regret i’ll live with but it was a learning experience. i truly did love you and if i didn’t i’d still be doing my stupid habits. i am genuinely sorry for breaking you, for doing what both of us hate most, but most importantly betraying the future we planned together.