I love you and sometimes I wish I never left. I’m scared to name my future daughter Emery. Mostly because of the fear that every-time I call her name I’d think of you. I still remember those times and I don’t plan on forgetting them. I never lied about being a lesbian or loving you. I just appreciate how you made me feel for those feelings months so thank you. I won’t say I love you because I’m afraid I can never take it back