I know you’re not ready for a relationship now but that’s okay. I’m not here to make you change for me I’m here because I love you. I don’t want it to be me at the end of the day Jázmin I just want you to be happy. Whether that involves me or not. You deserve someone who isn’t 5,000 miles away, you deserve someone who can hold your hand when you’re upset, you deserve someone who can give you tulips randomly throughout the week. I feel so bad for the struggles you’ve gone through Jáz, you don’t deserve to be treated like that by your exes but they don’t define your worth. You’re worthy of love. You’re whole in ways many aren’t, your heart is so open to others even when they do wrong to you, you’re naturally kind and compassionate. Your intellect shouldn’t be ignored either, you’re so devoted to studying to achieve your dreams and I don’t doubt you in the slightest. You’re so gorgeous too of course but I’ve told you that plenty of times but it’ll never be enough to put your beauty into word. I know you may feel unloveable but that’s not true. Not in the slightest. I know my love may have been overwhelming but I’m not her to force you into a relationship or take your freedoms away. I can’t force you to be interested in me too Jázmin. But I would rather be friends and support you than pretend I never liked you. Jó éjt Jerk.