i don’t want to be part of your life anymore. it felt awful being there. but I’ll always miss the feeling of only having eachother and being the only person you could go to, even if you never genuinely felt like you could. I atleast felt like i had a use. the breakup wasn’t heartbreaking because i was separating from you, it was heartbreaking because i was separating from the idea i had someone to rely on mutually. fuck you for leading me on and objectifying me btc