Dude I miss you SOOO much. I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry. I just cannot bring myself to trust you.

Talking to you was driving me insane. You didn’t give me a reason, but I need to trust my intuition.

I just.. I genuinely love you, I meant everything. I love you so so so much and I’m sorry I never told you.

I hope all your dreams come true. I hope you find a beautiful girl once you’re ready but please please please stay focused on what matters right now.

You would tell me I’m delusional but I was somewhat in love with you.. so what was delusional? My feelings for you? Was that the unrealistic part? That you truly did love me back? Did I just imagine you saying that?