Thank you for the input. I now get that I was always competition to you and you really were just using me. I guess you thought I had money to dole out. I really don’t have anything to give you. Just myself.

My fear of being taken advantage of and my vulnerability being exploited had manifest with you. Even if it wasn’t direct.

I didn’t realize how jealous you are. As you said we have different goals. Your intentions were clearly never pure and for that I appreciate you intentionally keeping me away from you. I hope you have some time with your family now.

-m