i miss us like crazy even though we talk everyday it doesnt feel the same anymore everytime u say i love you i think abt when you said it before and clearly didnt mean it i wanna spam ur phone follow you on insta and tiktok play imsg games till 4 in the morning but it still feels wrong i hate that i miss you i hate that youve become better i hate that you say i love you and i especially hate that i still love you im not gonna push you though i hope we last just as we are though as much as i hate it i know i couldnt live a day without you i love you so so much

