hate how we ended things too, but you have to understand that you keep wanting to leave me without ttm first, and it really hurts. you’re so quick to believe what everyone else tells you without even coming to me to see if we can fix it. i always try to make things right, but it feels like you don’t give me the chance to. it hurts me as a person because i actually cared and wanted to work things out, but you didn’t even try to see it from my side. i also hate the way we always argue over mini things and can go days without talking to each other, that’s not how a rls should work. we always talk about how we need to get better but never actually do. i try to work on it and make things right, but to me it feels like no matter how much i try, it’s never enough for you. it hurts because i really want us to be good, but it seems like we just keep going in circles instead of growing together. i really love you and i don’t want to end things because you’re a really special person to me. you mean a lot and i don’t want to lose you, but if we can’t get it together and both try to make it work then there’s nothing i can do about it anymore.