You actually are abusive. It’s wild that you joked about it in retrospect. Acted like it couldn’t possibly be true, but it was. I’ve talked to a therapist since I ended things and I’m starting to see everything for what it was. You’re a covert narcissist and you disgust me. The way the day and night of my miscarriage went is sickening. The way you treat animals is something else too. You used to cry that you were scared you’d fuck up my life too and maybe your abusive exes were right. Then you actually fucked up my life lmao. Totally ruined it and I was in a very stable place when you first moved in. Im not sure if I’m more angry with you or myself.