I loved you so much. I keep thinking I’ve finally moved on, but you laughing with her, seeing you always be with her, always looking to see if you texted me made me realized I still have a lot to go. I wish I just kept us as friends, so that way, I could’ve had you close to me still. I don’t understand why you did this to me. You embarrassed me, humiliated me, and made me feel lonely yet I can’t find myself to hate you. I wish I was enough for you. I hope one day you’ll realized I was so ready. Ready for you. Ready to give you all the love you deserved. Ready for our future. Now all I can do is root for you from afar. I always will. And I’ll never stop, even after seeing the kind of person you are after you ended things with me. I hope you find the girl of your dreams and become successful in life. I know my worth and I know I can’t be stuck on you forever. It just hurts having to realize you’ll never come back.