Dear, Oliver
if you somehow find this then I still love you. I feel so guilty for feeling this way knowing you never feel it back and we’re friends. I know I said I got over the crush but I didn’t. You helped me so much and I just want to push you away now because of these feelings that I feel are selfish. I love you so much you’re the first person I feel this way that isn’t just physical attraction. I love everything about you and it will never fade away. I love you so dearly and I hope you find someone that will treat you with care and love. I hide my feelings until we stop being friends since it would be awkward if I told you I stop love you a lot lol. I might not be able to be with you but I always be yiur friend and loving you means I gladly let you find someone you love back. Hope you find someone like cherry lol.
From M<3